CDG52 Unleashed

BLA BLa Bla bla... by CDG52 posted on the 19th of July, 2004

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          Bla.... What a nice way to start a journal isn?t it well that?s how I feel right now... O.K. over the past weeks going back and forth over stupid stuff but in the end I um got my work done! It?s amazing... Vstats has a brand new script the only thing I haven?t finished is the member login ill do that later... um but each time I got mad or depressed I remade my script and each time it got smaller and faster loading so its a good thing... I used to do this with Lego's I used to play with Lego?s when I got mad or depressed so I guess by growing up my problems went from going into Lego?s into programming I guess that?s good sense Lego?s wont give me a job but I can get one in the computer Programming Industry... O.K. What else um I've been watching a lot of DVD's for no reason I mean I probably seen a movie each day and I think there is something wrong with that cause I've watched them all by myself in my basement in the dark so... who knows... I got my first check from NCOBOA a month ago and I'm getting my second one tomorrow so that?s awesome its only $60 total but HEY! Its money for doing what I like to do. I totally want to live till I?m 100 or older just to see all the inventions and how human's evolve over the time so I?m not leaving soon um... hopefully but nobody knows when they might get hit by a buss lol like in the movie Mean Girls... LOL, um summer reading um yeah I cant get motivated to read those books I mean if I read anything It will be my Microserfs book first so... yeah I'm not even motivated enough to read that... Um I cant sleep... right now and I?m not sure why that?s kind of why I?m writing this because I?m bored and I cant sleep... um this week has probably been the worst/greatest week ever... Julie called me Sunday that totally threw me off I haven?t talked to her in probably 6 or more months and it was like hi what?s up and I was like ahhh wow long time um yeah that?s was Doug's old gf if you didn?t know who she was but she was my friend and Doug was my friend we don?t talk either so who knows... Um started playing N64 because I can lol... and Super Nintendo its kind of fun... Um still looking for new features for my website so you know u can instant message me at cdg52 on AIM instant messenger... Um... Wed Missie and Jessica came over for a lil kind of crazy but yeah it was fun , um then Friday Brittany and Missie came over... that was fun too but Brittany wasn?t to happy so yeah made my day kind of bad later after she left... Installed my P3 into a slim case so I can put it in my Server Rack if I ever would have gotten up to go to the stupid Computer Show I would have the Rack set up but noooo I didn?t feel good either day for no apparent reason so I slept till non and it was to late to go both days... good news is I get um like 2 months more on prep working them... also good news is I?m finally getting a Checking about with a debit card so that?s awesome! O yeah I got my temps... but I failed my motorcycle temp test I want to get it so I was going to go back that sat but I got sick again I Felt so bad Saturday I couldn?t get up till about 1 so yeah I wasn?t feeling good and I went to bed eerily to get up also... Um bubble Sofa came got the chair, footstool, and sofa... have to pay the company $15 still lol but they um made me wait for so long so making them wait just a little wont um be so bad pulse I keep forgetting when I get my debit card Ill probably just pay them myself cause I need my dads CC to pay them but he is never home when I am or whatever... Dan's gone this week o yeah so Spenser... ok no he changed and it?s kind of bad but I can still kind of hang with him... I went to the pool um last Wednesday after Missie and Jess left and swam with Brit her friend and Spenser then it started to rain on us but we were already wet so it didn?t matter cause 1 it was the only way I would be in that pool with less then 5 people with me in the whole place and we were already wet um yeah I?m not sure if I just repeated that and Um I?m not double checking my reading so if it doesn?t make since that?s why! I got my new cell phone but its the same phone my phone went up $100 since I bought it in November or whatever... hmm the New York Trip kind of went from New York to a small stop the only reason I wanted to go was the New York stop and now its the smallest second but o well I guess I have to go anyways so that?s life... WOW this journal is kind of seeming um depressing... Also I haven?t put some new pic's up on this site I will probably put one up if I ever take one Um what else to talk about and to make the Spell / Grammar Check to hate me for now! Up from this point I've had so many errors its not even funny anymore... brothers birthday on the 11th... his gf got him a digital Video camera so that?s like awesome. O yeah um like Monday my parents picked up there new cars... yeah you herd me car's that?s like two hmm well I got one since they bought two and I get my mom's old one so that?s awesome. Um lately I haven't wanted to eat... It?s either that I don?t feel very hungry or I just don?t feel like eating right that moment so what I usually eat I can eat about half so that?s really weird... Can you believe at 3am they play songs that awesome on Kiss F.M. its kind of funny I mean what do they think people are up listening to this stuff at these hours besides the computer Freaks like me! But hey I can download it but idk why I turned on the radio hmm weird... I was thinking and I think Humans need Fear to love but if someone has no love then it?s possible for them not to fear which is a scary thought... Macayla is having a party Friday... I?m probably not going because idk just really feel I?m going to be loaning at it only person I know will be Missie and Brit and Macayla so I?m not sure... I am gifted... I am the only guy that Brits dog Mocha trusts but o well no use for that probably um ok I?m Stopping before this turns into some weird 5 page thing so yeah ok bye bye all... Stop over anytime or call my cell phone just to say Hi else yeah its just fun to hear hi lol um yeah the number is 1-440-263-5278 or I.M. me on CDG52... thanks
I'm Out,
~Chris

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